The sadness that is human apathy

I'm so glad I found my old blog here. It's now 2018 and still, facebook has become a depressing bore. Because. People. It is all still the same. People don't have anything deep to contribute...they only want to be entertained by animal videos and some shallow new age quote made into a meme. I'm aware, here too,...no one desires to read my sorrows. But alas, it is at least a quiet place for me to write to my hearts' content...even if I am again "talking to myself". I have such an amazing husband and three precious children. I'm so grateful that they like me...and still love me at my worst! I've been so sad lately...not only because I'm reminded of a fallen world by social media, but because I so greatly miss my mom and dad. It's a loneliness and grief that stays. They were my direct heritage links ... now gone from this temporal place. I wonder what people think of me. Do they view me as someone who has it easy? Or do they have an inkling of the suffering....of the challenges? Perhaps. Usually though, people have to go through the same grief to really understand its depths. I have so much I want to say...but so little places to put those sayings. Oh well....I will get back to my day of rest and crochet. Till next time google blogger lol.